3rd attempt of writing this post, i wrote few lines twice and i erased it, i just found it too lame. I am very exhausted and empty!! Is it spring depression? Don't know, but i really hate this feeling, being tired out of nothing, and being lost through the hours of the day. I want to be more organised than this, or let's say i have to be more organised than this, there are stuff i want to do and i am not able to do it out of this hakoona matata lifestyle i am following. Well it is true work is number 1 in my life, but the other stuff i want to do is also career related, a small portion of this stuff is personal. I guess i am lazy about pushing myself into a plan coz i am already bored of everything so i don't want to bother myself with following a plan. It is normal, no matter how you want to rephrase it or see it, professional life is professional life it can never fill the holes of ur emotional life. ' doing his job with alot of passion ' sometimes is not just good enough, the moonlight can never make up for the sunlight, no matter how long you are sitting on the roof collecting the bright moonlight moments.....................
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