Tuesday, April 17, 2007

A thought

If everyone forgets what will I gain if I kept remembering, I will just have to pretend that I forgot, hopefully one day I will be able to really forget.


You gave up one yourself and on us because you want to lie….and now in our so called friendship I have to trust you and believe you…and oh yes….in the middle of the that I have to keep my sanity.

Once a person get hurt, it will mark forever not true that time heals everything……time just makes it a distant bad memory.

Couple of days ago I was thinking about how people react when they get hurt, I kind of thought of just 2 types and had those funny cynical metaphors about it:

- People who believe in revenge or people who can live with a grudge I imagine their wounds like volcano areas! It just kept bursting lava and the lava keeps aggravating the land around the volcano. This kind of people will need an ice age to put down their anger and put down their volcano. But keep in mind as lava damages the land around the volcano when this lava dries it leaves a fertile more solid ground yet it gets weakened in the next explosion.

- People who doesn’t believe in revenge who can’t handle going on in their life with negative energy, they try all the time and with all the energy they got in them to heal up….but since this kind of people is somehow pure and transparent their wounds are deeper than anyone can imagine so they struggle! They get stuck in the middle they are desperate to get rid of this negative energy because it is suffocating them but on the other hand their wound is not giving them this luxury. They try; they fight really hard and after considerable time the wound make a superficial crust just to have some temporary peace. The fact is every time you see or deal with the person who caused this hurt, this wound will just burn underneath this crust, wounds that deep never ever heals…………..

1 comment:

Egyptiana Trapped Soul said...

that hurts a lot ...
i think i belong to the 2nd category

the wound is deep .. so deep ... make me feel empty .. and even a slight memory will breake the fake crust and let the wound bleed again ...

how such wounds can be healed ... how to erase the memory ... endless unanswered question